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Monday, August 30, 2004

celebrating The War

Watched The War last night with Kevin Costner and a 12 year old Elijah Wood, (of international fame for his starring role as Frodo in the Rings Trilogy). Offered in the spirit of To Kill A Mockingbird (though ostensibly artistically inferior), The War never fails to deeply move me.

Artistic lapses aside, Kevin's Costner's character, though a "failure" according to conventional (materialist) standards, represents the profoundest success as a human being, the epitome of true fatherhood, and a powerful exemplar of genuine compassion. I'm sure there's plenty who might find the film cloyingly sentimental, but the thematic grace and grit (nod to Ken Wilber) beneath the summer sweetness as told through the eyes of a child is more than sufficient to compensate for it's shortcomings, and addresses issues of war and peace as poignantly as any film I've ever seen.

Sunday, August 29, 2004

protest and civil disobedience reconsidered

My political views have been what might be called dissident for a long time, thanks to Thoreau's Essay On Civil Disobedience and a conscience sharpened on the whetstone of adversity. Since '96 I've been bemoaning the military-industrial complex, the penal system, big pharma, the dangers of partisanship, the evils of modern empire, and the profound ignorance which both breeds and nurtures these evils, but as of late I've had opportunity to further reconsider the role of nonviolent protest, especially in it's incarnation of civil disobedience.

In certain "integral" circles (those not living up to the ideals such a vision demands), protest and civil disobedience are dismissed as "unconstructive" in that such is said to represent a failure to adequately discern the contours of conflict and to evidence a misguided expenditure of energy which might be better put to use through developmentally informed action manifesting in entirely novel (and presumably more effective) ways of altering the current socio-political landscape as to "promote the greatest depth for the greatest span."

While I agree that protest in an of itself cannot possibly hope to address and transcend the igorance and pathology which breeds and perpetuates power abuse in the first place and is but one weapon in the battery of reform, I do believe the afore articulated proposition is somewhat untenable in that protest and civil disobedience are not necessarily mutually exclusive to integrally informed activism. Furthermore, I believe such a disdain for protest and civil disobedience bespeaks a tacit (and in my opinion, erroneous) assumption that "legitimate" (lawful and legislative) channels are the means par excellent for addressing and instituting change in the service of humanitarian ideals when there is ample evidence to the contrary.

Despite the many advances that have been made through the various liberation movements of the past two centuries, the historical record, both recent and otherwise, provides incontrovertible evidence that the denial and suspension of civil liberties by the power elite--that monolith supposedly amenable to more "progressive" persuasion through legal and lawful channels--continues to be accomplished through precisely these channels wherein the law is exercised not in the service of justice but of oppression, and wherein that which is incontestably immoral and unethical is sanctified on the altar of legality. Civil disobedience, with it's deliberate and conscionable breaking of those depredatory statutes which make a mockery of justice, pays homage to this realization by demonstrating the farce of law as executed by corrupt power structures, thus mobilizing the public to serve as the check and balance the bureaucracy shows itself largely incapable of.

There is a further danger in dismissing protest on the grounds it does not conform to more "progressive" standards. The modality of protest is not primary, per se; what is primary is the injustice it stems from and the reform it aims for. Complaining protest is "unconstructive" while failing to offer any substantive corrective to the injustice it is in response to constitutes a performative contradiction and hyprocrisy of the worst kind. Dismissing legitimate opposition on the grounds that it is not developmentally informed, integral, or evolutionary, is to miss the point entirely, the point being that despite protest's relative merits (or glaring lack thereof), it is perhaps the single greatest manifestation of the intolerability of state-sponsored trespass, and to become preoccupied with the modality of reform to the exclusion of it's meta-message is to remain blind to the fundamental injustice it demonstrates opposition to, thus promoting the very abuses it claims a commitment to ending.

Friday, August 27, 2004

cultural ignoramuses demand gastronomical therapy

TGIF! I work for the philatelic (stamp hobbyist) division of the USPS, and normally the job is perfectly tolerable since I'm able to allocate about 80% of company time to my own interests, but today's business volume is enough to induce a psychotic break! It seems that every other customer is either a crotchety older person wanting to relive the "glory" of WWII and the debacle in Korea with the stamps commemorating such, (god, what will the government come up with next? an issue celebrating Viet Nam?) or a cultural ignoramus launching into a post 9-11 "evil Muslim/traitorous postal service" diatribe, to which I'm compelled to point out that equating Muslims with the Trade Tower crimes is tantamount to equating Christians with pedophile priests (which generally goes over really well). What I'd really like to tell them is that the Eid stamp was issued in order to subvert Christian values and inaugurate a Godless One World Order which will mark us with the sign of the Beast and promote the sale of alchohol on Sundays while issueing marriage licenses to sodomites, (sheesh, isn't that obvious? EID is DIE backwards, after all), but thus far I've managed to restrain myself.

I could really use some gastronomical therapy about now. (A Gotta Have It at Cold Stone Creamery--fresh strawberries and pound cake folded into Cake Batter Icecream--should restore my psychic balance as fast as you can say 1,500 calories.)

Thursday, August 26, 2004

I blog on my first try--diagnose me!

Roll out the red carpet, it's my first blog entry ever (and here I am in an ensemble to make Tom Ford run screaming in horror!) Makes me think that what with this being my blogging debut I should dish up something ridiculously extravagant, (I'm thinking Cecil B. Demille meets VH1's The Fabulous Life Of...), but hey, the dictates of conservation constrain me.

Being the web RETARD that I am, I feel rather proud of myself that I'm blogging! I mean, fucking look at me! I'm doing it right now! I feel like Bob (as in What About Bob?) when he's rigged himself to the prow of the ship and is screaming in jubilation across the water to Dr. Marvin, "I'M SAILING! I'M SAILING!!! I'm a sailor! I sail!" and later says, with barely concealed pride, "I sailed on my first try." Well dammit, people, I'm a blogger! I blog! I blogged on my first try!

Speaking of Bob, what a great flick! I always say that if you want to find someone deeply neurotic, someone you might catch feverishly counting the bristles in their toothbrush at 2:00 am, someone who excels at confusing diagnoses with actual diseases and fails to recgonize that the former are in fact descriptions of behavior and nonordinary states deemed socially aberrant (rather than bona fide illnesses in any traditional sense), someone skilled at delegating their shadow and discharging their shit onto unsuspecting consumers, look no further than your friendly neighborhood "mental health" provider. ;) (Not to throw a wet blanket over the entire "helping" community--there are a minority of authentic therapists epitomized by the likes of Roger Walsh, Peter Breggin, Frances Vaughan, Stan Grof, John Nelson, etc, and it's these exceptions and those like them that bring an element of sanity to a profession which is otherwise lamentably lacking in an approach which honors the full spectrum of human experience and is generally blinded by it's imagined heroics and prey to the seduction of rampant reductionism.)

Tune in later for further Adventures In Integral Rant...